Abraxas Adams, Director of Operations https://www.timegod.com/author/abraxas/ Creative projects by Abraxas Adams Sun, 12 Jul 2026 05:40:59 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=7.0.2 Retro Future Vipassana https://www.timegod.com/retro-future-vipassana/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=retro-future-vipassana Sun, 12 Jul 2026 03:48:02 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=7794 I described to GPT a fantasy of my handsome friend doing #vipassana

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]]> David Douma Plays The Harmonium https://www.timegod.com/david-harmonium/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=david-harmonium Fri, 13 Jan 2023 02:44:15 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=5557 My very handsome and very intense former partner David playing the harmonium, January 2011.

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]]> Neighbors Terrified By My Crows https://www.timegod.com/neighbors-terrified-by-my-crows/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=neighbors-terrified-by-my-crows Thu, 05 Jan 2023 03:47:27 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=5447 I have been building a friendship with the crows and ravens around San Francisco since early in the Covid pandemic.

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]]> A Copper Down A Crack https://www.timegod.com/copper-crack/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=copper-crack Tue, 03 Jan 2023 03:55:29 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=5459 Short video from Christmas 2021 of my mom and I reading the nursery rhyme "A Copper Down A Crack" together. #MamaChristmas #ASMR #ScottishFolklore

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]]> New Shoes https://www.timegod.com/new-shoes/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=new-shoes Sat, 04 Dec 2021 05:26:52 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=5192 I'm thinking of taking these new shoes out dancing tonight at the club. #NuShooz #GayDisco #NightBox

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]]> Knight of Hearts https://www.timegod.com/heart-knight/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=heart-knight Thu, 20 Jun 2019 01:00:42 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3686 Mama was going to hospital for a heart valve replacement operation. I cast a spell of protection with beautiful tattoos the day before the procedure.

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]]> Abraxas Altar https://www.timegod.com/abraxas-altar/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=abraxas-altar Wed, 19 Jun 2019 23:33:45 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3677 Arrangement in my bedroom of art made by dear friends and things I’ve picked up over the years.

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]]> Homo for the Holidays https://www.timegod.com/homo-for-the-holidays/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=homo-for-the-holidays Wed, 26 Dec 2018 02:52:46 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3553 Holiday slideshow Feeling grateful for very lovely holidays at home in San Francisco ❤️ Some friends are coming round later I am looking forward to cooking with a special ingredient: Devil’s Lettuce Prefect T-shirt for my friend’s Halloween party this evening You and me and GHB. Whee! Cool murals in the Mission district Artwork in […]

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]]> Fecal Microbiota Transplant https://www.timegod.com/fecal-microbiota-transplant/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=fecal-microbiota-transplant Fri, 10 Jun 2016 16:19:53 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3154 Dear, Jill, It is your old Edgar, crawling out from under the floorboards to say hello. It’s been eons! How have you been? I hope you burbled, “really swell!” Do you have a husband and a baby? Such abundance! You are a dear person and it’s a pleasure to picture you with a fulfilling life. […]

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]]> Moebius City (animation) https://www.timegod.com/moebius-city-animation/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=moebius-city-animation Fri, 10 Jun 2016 15:40:48 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3115 Moebius City is set in San Francisco. Friends living in the City are able to communicate telepathically, and locate each other anywhere, using the Sutro Tower as a psychic bounce point. The god of the City is an enormous, translucent manta that occasionally sails overhead, answering prayers on its way back to sea. Scene moods […]

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]]> So Grateful I Cried https://www.timegod.com/so-grateful-i-cried/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=so-grateful-i-cried Mon, 10 Aug 2015 16:34:57 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3186 Went to see Lotus Plaza at the Rickshaw with my roommate and his handsome sobriety brother, Heath. I’d been quite ill for a year, so it was an unexpected gift to be out with friends. The night was feeling extra exciting. Abraxas and I checked out the merch table. The T-shirt graphics were not compelling, […]

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]]> Close Call https://www.timegod.com/close-call/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=close-call Fri, 10 Jul 2015 16:21:51 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3160 Had really great talk with my new doctor. Finally feeling the compassion and commitment I’ve badly missed since my last real doc left to manage at Kaiser. New doc has lots of practical ideas and has proven himself to be not all talk, which I briefly feared. He was alarmed by the voicemail I left […]

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]]> Goodbye Gastritis https://www.timegod.com/goodbye-gastritis/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=goodbye-gastritis Wed, 10 Jun 2015 09:33:45 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3184 It’s a huge relief to know that it was the non-addictive synthetic-opioid Tramadol that my doctor prescribed that was causing my horrendous gastritis. My God, the pain and worry went on for over a year! I even threatened suicide at the HIV mental health clinic so I could qualify for Federal Disability. I was supposed […]

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]]> I’m not depressed https://www.timegod.com/im-not-depressed/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=im-not-depressed Wed, 10 Jun 2015 09:31:34 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3178 I’m not depressed, I’m broken-hearted, crushed by disappointment and frustration. A hard life has collapsed me down to a singularity. The truth is not as we’ve been told: Suffering does not enoble, it embitters and destroys. How many saints can there realistically be? All these people killing their children. Serial killers don’t fly here from […]

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]]> Eating Time https://www.timegod.com/eating-time/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=eating-time Wed, 10 Jun 2015 09:31:21 +0000 https://www.timegod.com/?p=3176 I am dying, and it is very time-consuming. Death is literally eating up all my time. But, I will help you if I can because I love you. (Insert some Tripe here about the Ouroboros, swallowing his own tail to form an eternal ring of self -fellatio/-consumption.) –Edgar Cabot, via Edgar Cayce

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